Healthy

I guess self-love becomes obsolete when we become absolutely obsessed with the dopamine being poured into our system. Who am I when you’re my everything? When the air I breath isn’t my lifeline but instead your instant gratification. What is self-respect when the definition is blurred and misconstrued by your every whim and selfish need?…

24

Today I Turn 24 It’s a Tuesday I am truly blessed. This birthday is extra special because it wasn’t for me. I decided to celebrate all of those near me by showing them how much I appreciate them on the day of my birth. Without them I am nothing, with them I am everything.  Thank…

Divinity

he worshiped at the altar of her beauty mesmerized like a deprived man solemnly compliant in the observance of her. as he prayed on his hands and knees he wanted nothing more than a glimpse nothing more than a whisper from her soft lips nothing less than her body and soul. she owned his heart…

The year of Awakening

2018 was the year of Awakening. It was filled with passion, successes, grief and many other emotions that I just can’t describe with words. For the first time in 23 years, I took my life into my own hands and decided to start living for Gabriela. I decided to start loving me. My best friend…

December

I remember it all, but remember nothing. Your being wrapped around my mind erasing our surroundings making you my sole point of focus. Your hand guided me through the city with such tenderness that the fear of the unknown kicked in but was settled by your calming cold lips against my warm neck as you…

Around My Neck

“I only need to close my eyes to feel the whispers of your love on my neck” … And that’s why I would wake up every morning with my eyes closed. The Goosebumps would always start slow, sneaking its way down from around my neck and traveling south, the same path that your slithering tongue…

In The Air

“ I only need to close my eyes to feel the whispers of your love on my neck”…  Love, a four letter word that for so long meant absolutely everything to me,  my entire universe in a world of many galaxies.  Now, all that is left is a black hole of disillusion.   I lived for…

Slow Walk Home

I felt though what vibrated off of your soul and into my pores, I felt each drop penetrating my hard walls of fear, each vibrating wave coursed through my fingertips to the center of my being as your eyes held me afloat. I guess I felt it too hard because I became addicted, needy for…

Anatomical Heart

As you get older you learn to distinguish between passion and lust. So many confuse love for obsession not realizing that the feeling should surpass the flesh and touch the Soul. Many falling, free falling into toxic, into unnecessary pain caused by naiveness caused by lack of self-awareness, Many giving what they don’t have to…